despair
despair
gets a hold of me
i can’t see damned, the blinds of tears
are getting in the way.
refuses to let me go.
dark
comes swollowing me.
show me its way
with sharp, sharp razorblades
all that’s left: a broken girl
and a tube filled with blood.
hatred
slaps me around a couple of times.
i’m down on my knees
begging.
i don’t wanna hate myself
anymore.
my personality
so ugly and condamned
makes me wanna give up.
(it tells me it would be best for all and everyone)
i would like to be
that peacefull girl.
with blood and all,
just to be free…
